Wow~ Lots of spider web sticking around.
Seem long time didn't visit here already...
Every time when I was here, it's sure that I've something to tell.
11th March - The biggest disaster to the Japan. 8.9M earthquake and tsunami.
When I've heard the news, I not think that's terrible until I watched the LIVE news. Although I didn't speak it out, but in my heart, "OH MY GOD!", that's was very scary and terrible twin disaster happened to the Japan. The farm, the gas factory, houses, cars and ships all destroy by the tsunami. Hope that the victim will be fine, the amount of dead will be in control. Amithaba...
Is that the world is going to end?
Just do everything and treat everyone nicely and fully hearted.
Mother, I'm sorry that I'm not your good son and always troublesome you.
I just hope you will be always cheerful and happy.
Don't always think that you are alone in this world.
You still got sister and me.
We will always by your side.
About Meg.
I felt very sorry to my dear.
I'm not the perfect one.
BUT
I'm trying to be the unique for you.
I know that, sometime you are angry with me, just you didn't spoke out.
I'm sorry that I not very good in sweet talk, I don't know how to say something make you happy everyday.
I'm the one always troublesome.
I'm sorry that I'd mention about the "pass".
I know my apologize would not change anything but I just want to tell you.
In the thunder rain, I didn't accompany by your side, left you alone. Sorry...
In the rain, still need you fetch me by umbrella. Sorry...
I'm sorry that I'd broke the promises.
I'm sorry that I unable to protect you when you get scold.
I'm sorry that when you were sick, I was not around.
I'm sorry for all the unhappiness that I'd brought to you.
Every time, when you didn't answer my call or reply my messages, I was scared. Worry that is that anything happen to you, is it you meet any trouble. If there is a possible, I will be at your side every moment, every second.
Am I the perfect one in your heart?
Hmmm... I don't think so...
I have many dissatisfied qualification to be the perfect one.
Isn't that every feeling, every thought also need to declare?
You asked me, how much did you worth in my heart.
I answered, you are uncountable values.
Almost all the time, I do everything also will think about you.
When the sky get darker, I will worry that will you walking back in the rain.
When I was playing snooker or DotA, I will worry that you will be alone and message with you.
When I was eating, I will think that have you taken any meal.
When I was lying on bed, I will think that are you sleeping.
When I was taking medicine, I will think that did you take your medicine.
When I said I miss you, I'm really missing you.
When I said I love you, I'm really love you.
I realized what people said, not every "I love you" also will get the answer "I love you too".
I said this not because of I want to get the answer, just want to tell you that my "I love you" is sincerely from my heart not because of the promise.
I'm glad and happy that I have a good girlfriend like you.
I didn't have any word, just hope that the moment that we are together are happy and sweet.
I love you, Meg.
