Study Mode keep on switch on and off =.=

Now at Ipoh. I thought I can stay at Kampar study with friends, but they all go back to hometown d. What I going to do?! So that only I back to Ipoh find my family. Argh~My study mode keep on off on off. Don't know when only can really study hard. Haiz~ But friday night Me and WK got study much more on Maths already, Happy^^v Still got fews day going to exam. It just around the corner only. Really scare of failure. Hope that I can do well in this final exam, pass all subject with flying colour.

打败仗了

救命啊~要考试了才来生病，哇靠！！发烧，咳嗽，伤风，喉咙痛，样样都来，幸亏不是H1N1。我连续三天没去上课了，宿舍养病。一天十五粒药丸，就快变药瓶了。终于到了今天没有发烧了，可是喉咙却越来越严重，痛得我不敢开口说话了。今天下雨好冷哦！我的伤风要怎样好呢？啊~~~要死了要死了~心情很不好啊，昨晚不小心把所有的相片，歌和笔记全都删除了。我的天！唉~很倒霉啊！快点病好啦，我要考试了咧，不想带着病考试。呜呜~

It's weekend again...

Final exam still got 2 weeks to go. What I'm doing right now? Study? Discussing homework? Revision? All also NO! I still playing around. Haiz~ Don't know how to take the exam already. It is weekend again. What to do?! Still at home online whole day. Powerpoint slide open since morning, but just read some of it only. Ck get cheated by a boy ah. Sad for her. Haiz~ Those boy already got girlfriend still wanna have another one, What the hell! Luckily, at last she was recovered from the hurts. I dont know isn't "she" is single now, because I saw her MSN personal message writing "Single is good~". I think "she" still don't want any relation for these recently. What can I do, just waiting. It is school holiday now. Many friends asked me whether got back to Taiping or not. I'm busy about the final exam and 1 more assignment to go, how could I back to Taiping holiday like them. What a sad moment. Mother's eyes start got presbyopia problem, driving hard to see the road when drive at night. So hope that I could get my license as fast as possible, so that my mother no need so suffer from work and those stuff. My uncle really done some big trouble. Owe people money again. Haiz~ Yesterday, I was just knew that Yh's eyes grow fester inside and do the operation recently. She still like before. Not so like to talk with me. Maybe last time really I treat her too bad. What is the meaning of love? What is true love? I love people, people will love me? Confusing...

好累啊~

星期天晚上，从怡保回来了，那天是Christine生日，到了Dataran跟他庆祝，那里有DPR的朋友一起和他庆祝哦。庆祝晚了又是喝茶时间，到了G.C.，遇见她和Tarcian人物在那里喝茶。打了个招呼就到隔壁桌坐下。星期一，逃了两堂课，终于赶完了IT assignment，直到下午四点多才回家休息一下下，然后呢，又赶去上闷闷的H.E.课。啊~好累啊！
今早，很不想从被窝里爬起床，但是始终还是得面对现实。连忙三步并成两步的走去上课。中午我和良到Palong Cafe吃午餐，这可是开学以来我第一次到那儿吃。今天是Lek和Joel他们当值，也是他们最后一次的Operation了。琴和他的朋友也在那儿，还有148和与那。哈哈~下午上了英文课就逃课了，坏到~下午下雨，我在房间无所事事就把房间给改革了，哇哈哈~累倒我了~明天还得上课，唉~大考就要来了，我还在那吊儿郎当的。不行！要开始读书了！xD

繁忙的周末

终于可以抽空来写写部落了！
最近真的忙得不得了，三个assignment要赶。救命啊~我就快不行了。资料找不齐全，组员又不在。唉~烦烦烦~我的舅舅又闯祸了，虽然不知道发生什么事情，但听了好象很严重的样子。我的家人，唉~我想爸应该会好一段日子不会来了吧，都不知道他在气什么。最近对她也没什么了，回到原点，作回朋友。可是我还是希望有一天会等到她。昨晚和她聊到半夜三更，我太累而我睡着了，但是我很开心，因为很少机会能和她聊那么多，嘻嘻~ 星期四晚上，琴他有点不开心，他怀疑追她的人还有其他女人喔，所以就陪了他出去走走，到了西湖，谈心谈到十二点才送他回家。真不明白，为什么有些人们能够一脚踏多船。最近我和霞都有联络了，他和他的男朋友都很好，离开了我，他也找到了疼他的人，希望他幸福噢。哈哈，今天我和我两个前女友一起在msn聊天，炸到！真是的。我终于敢跟我妈说我分手了，之前都一直不敢说出口，怕我妈会伤心。妈最近都在为某某事情而烦恼，可怜的他。希望我能够顺顺利利的读完书，出来社会做工养会我妈。

复杂的心情

忙碌的星期一和星期二，都没什么时间写部落格了。金宝拉曼大学的学生因感染上了H1N1而丧失了性命。如今，金宝满街都是戴着口罩上学的情况。昨夜，突然觉得有些不舒适，就小睡了一会儿。在睡梦中被电话吵醒了，原来是佩欣。他问我说要不要到dataran去闲逛，我就昏昏沉沉的答应了。结果又拖到三更才睡觉，累死了。前天，我也是四点多才睡觉，因为跟她在网上玩了整夜，感觉还蛮开心的。看来我们之间的问题已经跟着时间的流逝而解决了吧。做朋友没什么不好啊，至少现在可以和她正常的谈天说活，看到她开心的样子我也就放心了。

唉~一波接一波，我的家人又有问题了。我爸又在闹情绪，搞得妈和妹都不开心。希望我家的问题尽快解决吧，舅舅欠人的债赶快还清吧，真的不想再过着这样的日子了。穷有穷开心，这句话真的很难实现在我的家里。好了，现在不是烦恼的时候了，还有很多assignment还没搞定呢。

拜拜咯~

Happy Sunday =)

Yesterday, all-night. Playing game and online until morning 7.30am only went to bed. Before that me and friend still went Ghany Corner for breakfast. The breakfast was exuberance. Wakaka. I had sleep for 7 hours after that. Once I wake up and saw her sms. She was having lunch with JH. She asked me whether wanna go Tesco or not. I had borrow car from my friend and fetch them go Tesco. We shopping around there. In between, I went back fetch Kathy to there also. I accompany her to buy her stuff. After that, we go Sushi King meet with JH and her. Having tea time there with them. Today I was having lots of fun with them. Around 6pm something, I fetch them back to their hostel and I also went back to block. I think I had already stop those stuff with her. Back to starting point. Be good friend again. Happy! She also feeling happy too. Thats what I want to see. She happy I happy.
Ending of the lonely weekend......

闷闷滴星期六

今天睡到下午三点多呢，这可是第一次在金宝睡那么的久。冲个凉，跟朋友到附近的茶餐室吃午餐。回来又继续上网，上了网还是上网。直到晚上九点多才煮晚餐吃，快熟面和汽水。哈哈，闷倒我了。唉~我想应该是时候放手了吧，现在这样的感觉也不错啊，至少不像以前这样尴尬。朋友就朋友吧，没什么大不了的。突然很想唱“平行线”，
我们像是两条平行线，永远不能坦白面对面，
我们只是两条平行线，走多远都没有碰面的终点，
而泪水只能含在心里面，
我害怕模糊了视线~
今天我的“妈咪”生日哦，祝你生日快乐！好怀念以前中学的生活哦~

"Yam Cha" with Tarcian(Ghany Corner)

This weekend I didn't back to my home. Lazy back. After class I went sing K at A box with friends. We at there sing for 6 hours.Until my sound had change. Long time didn't sing K already. Happy happy xD Haha. 6pm something we go and eat dinner at nearby restaurant. Finished dinner and back hostel clean myself and also my room. Wow, it's quite tired, but see that my room tidy then feel worth it. Less sms her already. Our relation may getting better I think. She invite me to "Yam Cha" at GC. Actually is all tarcian friends together "Yam Cha". Although like that, me also happy that can saw her. Everyday can see her face then I feel satisfy d. Now, this was the way to love her. She happy I happy, she sad I down. Glad to see her smiling. Hope that she will happy everyday! Okay lar, I wanna go sleep already. Good night...
To be continue...

The day of Mini Concert

Yesterday night, at facebook play "Big 2" with her. Chat a lot oh. The night she cant sleep also find me to chat. I accompany until she fall asleep then I aslo sleep. Today, me and my classmate went to waterfall again, having fun around there, friend lost a necklace in the waterfall. Until 3pm something, we went to KFC have our lunch. After that I go back home and prepare to the Mini Concert. Me and friend go dinner then only go the SAD hall together. During the Mini concert got many show, such as drama, break dance, performing song and instrument. Lots of people there also. The concert quite nice and success, but not end in time, delayed about an hour. I was so hungry. After that go GC eat supper with friends. Chatting around there. Finally she was finished busy about the concert. I phone her and ask for eat, because she not yet take her dinner at all, just rush for the concert things. So pity her. After the meal, we go dataran and chat at there. She meets her friends at there, then she was chatting with them more. I just stand a side. Although just those small stuff, I already happy. Hope she always stay happy too.

Crazy Night & Happy Afternoon

Last night, during my dinner, she sms me. Ask me that wanna go A or not, because she at there online. After dinner I went to A find her, saw her and JH there. They are copying movie from there. After that we send her home, cause she was feeling not well. She not yet recover from the illness. Hope that she will getting well soon oh.

The crazy moment had come. Haha. Me and JH borrow friend's car and go for a drive. In the late night I still fetch a gang of friends go Old Town. Thats was crazy for me. Cause I was the 1st time drive so long distance without people teaching. Woohoo~

Today was the DPR year 2 student having their event at canteen. She was there also, cause she was the DPR student too. At canteen there, me and friends had picked few songs from the PA. This was also 1 of the programme of the event. During that time I had talk with her a lots. Chatting around like before. I'm so happy. Hehe. Hmmm, she seems so bored at there. I asked "Why?", then she told me in the sms that she not so like with her classmate. Many friends also meet this problem at the college. Although like that, today really is a happy day for me, I had talk with her for a long time. Happy!

看不见她的踪影，悲伤的一天

今天整天都看不见她的踪影，有点失望的感觉，可能只要每天能看到她一眼我就满足了吧。或许她根本都不把我当成什么，我只不过是一个路过的小人物，不值得一提吧，很想学着怎么去放下，但这真的很辛苦。毕竟喜欢了她也有一段日子了，说要放下也不是那么容易的事。

好了，别说那事了。今天接到我妈的电话，他又向我诉苦了还有我妹妹今天在班上晕倒了。哎。。。好倒霉的家，突然又想起了离开的公公和以前的日子，一些童年的回忆，也就那么一点点。写着写着，突然眼眶热热的。

好想快点毕业，立业，赚钱，起家，和心爱的人一起过平凡的日子。

It's Kampar again.

So tired leh. Back to Kampar again. Start the College life. Bored. Sleep. All friends seem spiritless. My turn sick d lo. Haih. Nothing to do. I miss her so much. I got something to tell "you".

I very MISS you!!!

2 SorLou and A SorZaI went Shopping XD

Today, 2 SorLou and a SorZaI went Parade and Jusco shopping. SO lame man, just 3 of us. Walk here and there. Having McD together. Haha. What a lame day. This was the 1st time got friend ask me out to shopping at Ipoh. Before that I'll just staying at home face to Lappy and Tv, because I not much friend at Ipoh, so I less hang out with friend at Ipoh. Happy Happy day. I like Taiping life more than Ipoh. Peaceful and sweet memory there. So hope time can go backward. Back to the start. Yeah yeah~