分不清

胃痛吗?

还是心在痛？

我已经分不清楚了。

心很累，很累。

谁来帮我？

0328h 28072010 Rainy

写些什么呢？

电话终于修好了，先来张照片先~

好久没自恋了，哈哈哈~

今天得知，星期四要被“拷问”，心情跌的叭叭声。

看来我真的是忽略了学业。

Orientation Night 已经圆满地结束了。

虽然出现了些小问题，但已经算是不错啦~

谢谢大家的支持哦，尤其是你。呵呵~

拍了些照片，迟些让你们看看。

Coming soon... 《O'night篇》

在人家面前，我是主席。

可是，另一面的我，你们看得见吗？

在那不睬你的那几天，表面上，我好像真的不在乎。

其实当我不在乎的那一刻，想的都是你的一点一滴。

我不睬你，不是因为生气你，而是生气我自己，爱得太迟。

很想在你的肩膀哭泣，不想让你心疼，所以把眼泪收在心里深处。

这几天，我在想，是以什么身份陪你的呢？

听了你的哭诉，我的心痛，比人家撞到我的伤口来得痛。

对不起，不是故意不睬你的，我真的真的不知该怎么做，才做了这样的决定。

站在旁观者的方面看一看我，我就真的像是一个破坏者。

对不起...

不写了，再写下去，键盘恐怕会湿了。

Stressful + Sad + Down

I think that this time is the end of our story right?

As you said.

Recently I'm busy and less contact with you.

You can think that I had forgot you or else.

I don't mind.

However, I'm just a nobody.

Stressful + Sad + Down

Recently, this mine daily mood.

Time is pack now.

Left few days more is the Orientation Night 2010/11 already.

But there are still got many stuff mess up.

*sigh*

Hope that the night is success.

About you, I have nothing to say for now.

Just hope that you are happy with your relationship now.

Liar, yes I am.

but I am not a good liar.

Foolish, yes I am too.

I have really pay out my true hearted with you.

It's time for me to come alive and stop insubstantial with you.

You and me, possible? No!

I had lost my confidence in love anymore.

Who can save me from that?

Who?

It's that "YOU"?

I scare to hurt someone again.

You are a good girl.

and I'm a bad boy.

After two weeks time...

Still got 1 weeks and more to Orientation Night.

But!

Still have many things not yet done.

*sigh*

Can you all have some cooperative? When held meeting please come.

Or...

You all think that I just a nobody. My failure to be a chairperson. I had try my very best.

Stressful.

*sigh*

Phone had break down, need to take to warranty and repair it.

Few weeks can't see it. Feeling weird.

The thing I worry is the all the message of you.

It maybe format and I will lose it forever and ever.

There are some words you may not say to me anymore.

*sigh*

Two weeks time had passed.

Anything happened?

I had tired of it.

Can I don't border anymore?

Can I?

Could I?

*sigh*

What I can say?

I'm the spoiler of your relationship.

That's enough.

My reputation had destroyed.

...

...

...

Maybe that's good.

Change to other characteristic.

Be a bad one.

I'm not good example.

Feel want to resign from Student Welfare.

*stare blankly*

CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED?

9th July 2010

People said time can change everything.

I asked myself, it's that truth?

However, I still can't get the meaning.

Maybe you don't know how suffer I am.

You never tell the answer clearly.

I really don't know what you want.

Really...

But...

What I got to do is trust you, everything you do, it might have the meaning.

*sigh*

All my fault...